a new beginning a new end

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 07:31:59 GMT

happy people should have happy things happen to them. -grey's anatomy.

tangina ayokong mag-aral for entrance tonight. i'm gonna watch grey's instead.

i miss you panget person. kahit na hot ka sa totoong buhay. miss na miss na kita.

CHUCK

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 05:09:25 GMT

crush kita. ang cute mo kasi e. ang talino mo pa. haha. para kang si CHUCK BASS. e in love ako kay chuck bass. okay hindi mo naman 'to mababasa.

law

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 05:33:43 GMT

this has nothing to do with jose's law ha. haha joke lang.

on a heavier note, i know what i want. i just don't know how to get it. or for more, i don't have any idea where to get it. i'm atat, that's why i wanna go straight to law school. but then, despite the convenience (that dlsu is in makati) and the benefit of also acquiring an mba degree, i still long to go to up. but i know it's gonna be hard. there's the uncertainty of not passing the lae. or if i do pass, there's the possibility of death brought by the fact that it's in diliman and i will be coming from makati. but nevertheless, i want to go to law school. and i want to go to my law school of choice. but i can't choose right now. i told myself that if i pass dlsu, i'll start thinking. but i know that i'll still go for it because i'm really atat. lord help me.

para sa aking kaibigan

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 07:38:37 GMT

if, by any chance, you happen to know this secret blog, i just want you to realize that apart from the fact that i do like you, you are also one of my most treasured friends. and i can't afford to lose our friendship. i need you, because you always listen. i need you because with you i don't pretend. you know me too well. you know about my rantings, my issues. you are the person i can talk to at 1 whenever i'm sad. you're the one person who can wake me up at 3 am whenever i have schoolwork. i can't afford to lose all those things.

so if by chance, you know about this secret blog. hear this please. mr. palomar i miss you. i miss you not because you are the person that i like but because you are an important friend to me. there i said it.

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 07:56:14 GMT

hindi ako naniniwala sa konsepto ng paghingi ng closure. pero tangina, after last night. ewan. pero masaya ako. masayang masaya. sayo naman talaga yun. parang ang gaan ng pakiramdam. salamat. salamat sobra. mahal kita. at salamat. kasi ngayon pwedeng pwede ko na siyang mahalin. pero mahal kita. at nandito lang yun.

25

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 11:23:57 GMT

matagal ko nang pinangarap ang gabing yun. sobrang tagal na. isang linggo na lang sana magaganap na sya. kaso andyan ka e. at alam kong kahit hindi kasing tagal ng pangangarap ko e pinapangarap mo na rin ang gabing yun, sa parehong dahilan ng akin. mas matagal nga ako, kung tutuusin mas may karapatan akong mangarap. kaso mas may pinanghahawakan ka e. at siguro nga mas may pagkakataon ka na matupad iyong pangarap natin. kaya good luck. galingan mo a. wag mong sayangin.

o baka naman hindi mo na kailangang maghintay ng isang linggo, kasi baka pag-uwi nyo, nagkatotoo na pala ang pangarap mo.

maraming maraming tangina.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 06:34:32 GMT

hindi ko na dapat 'to nararamdaman. alam ko na naman na aalis na ako diba? umpisa pa lang naman kasalanan ko na. hinayaan ko e. hinayaan ko kahit alam kong wala naman talaga itong kahihinatnan, gusto mo man ako o hindi. kaya wala akong karapatang sisihin ka o sisihin sinuman. hindi naman tayo magkaibigan nung una. naging malapit lang tayo bigla. pero tangina. tangina. sanay na dapat ako diba? pero bakit ganun? tangina. yun na lang. tangina.

mamimiss kita.

laban.

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 08:27:23 GMT

jeds: baka naman sinasadya niyang saktan ka.
kate sa sarili: tangina ang galing nya.

rar.

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 05:55:07 GMT

i hate getting jealous. it sucks. and it sucks even more when you realize that you have every reason but you will never have the right.

oh and by the way, thanks for making me feel like you wanted to tell me, "in your face, i don't like you."

ang galing mo talaga kahit kailan. hindi ko tuloy magets kung bakit nadidisappoint ka pa sa sarili mo.

tangina tangina tangina. bahala ka, aalis na ako.

oh fuck. iam overreacting. tangina mahal na ata kita.

hay.

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 09:30:56 GMT

"pinapahirapan ba kita? pasensya na..."

"hindi mo naman sadyang pinapahirapan ako e, kaya okay lang."

tangina sana may ibig sabihin mga sinasabi mo.

bwiset ka.

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 04:21:09 GMT

bakit ba lagi na lang pag maayos na ang lahat, kapag mukhang masaya na ako, bigla-bigla ka na lang sumusulpot para magpagulo?

:(

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 08:57:12 GMT

i don't have the courage to admit it.

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 14:04:15 GMT

i'll be fine...soon-ish

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 14:02:31 GMT

it's not true that we are generally in the same situation,
one thing sets you apart from me,

in their eyes,
you have every reason to cry.
i dont.

but i can't help it.

somehow

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:37:11 GMT

a part of me still wants to play the role of the man who can't be moved.

hindi ako namimilit ng ayaw.
minahal ko lang siguro talaga nang sobra sobra.

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 09:51:15 GMT

dito na lang ako ulit.

at least dito hindi controversial.

pero masaya rin magpaka-controversial.

kunyari sikat ka.

i miss you itaasmo. :)

pota.

Fri, 09 May 2008 12:56:02 GMT

kinikilig ako. ang babaw ko talaga. hahahaha.
tangina ibang klase.
eeeeeh. hahaha.

grar

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 05:05:56 GMT

i hate myself for being the most praning and the most jealous person in the whole world.

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:59:17 GMT

bakit may mga taong hindi nadadala?

e kasi.

Sun, 09 Mar 2008 09:58:45 GMT

mahal kita.
mahal pa pala kita.
mahal pa rin kita.
tangina mo kasi e.

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 09:10:11 GMT

ANG CHAKA...AT NAKAKAINSULTO.

at imbis na mainis ako, sobrang nakakatawa.

*bow*

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 04:13:31 GMT

for the first time in my life, you saved me.
i never thought that i'd sleep smiling that night.

haay

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 13:19:44 GMT

hindi ko alam kung matatawa ba ako o maiinsulto sa mga nalalaman ko. hahaha.

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:31:29 GMT

magpopost dapat ako ng lahat nang nangyari..pero nung nag-isip ako ng lahat, ang dami. kaya next time na lang.

bakit ba tuwing gumagawa ako ng post tungkol sayo, 2nd person ang ginagamit ko? ikaw ba ang blog ko? haha wala lang. ang labo.

i've gone a long way.
and it's hard...going a long way alone.

on flying kites

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:24:27 GMT

last year:
wall climbing with the girls of tugon
napagkamalan tayong magkapatid
kite flying
selos
dinner sa jack's loft
inuman sa bahay ko
umalis tayo para bumili ng ice
...at drinks
lovapalooza.
at yun.

this year:
polsci midterms
cubao
rmt
kite flying
siya
ikaw
tayo
rmt
inuman kina jean pierre
flashbacks...

ikaw. ikaw. lagi na lang ikaw.:(